Nicole Cooper 13th February 2012

As I saw the blue line, I loved you from the start, Mummy & baby had a bond you grew below my heart, I’ll never forget the first kick you were my little butterfly, I couldn’t wait to see you, or hear your newborn cry January the 4th came I was going to see you again, Little did we know that in a few hours we would never be the same The midwife called my name i laid there longing to see you Daddy held my hand so tight he longed to see you too, We then heard the devasting news I was numb… I screamed …I cried The next few minutes passed us by like hours Why did god take you? You were ours We arrived home & the pain was so hard to bear, I kept rubbing my tummy wishing I could keep you there, Then the physical pain started, I knew this was time, Not long now & I would meet this beautiful angel of mine, You were born at 1.37am, Daddy held you in his arms, You were so tiny you fit inside our palms, You had 10 tiny fingers & 10 tiny toes, You were our sleeping angel with a cute button nose, You live forever in our hearts, for this we know is true, But we never wanted memories, we only wanted you, I’ve cried so many tears the pain just doesn’t go, But I know within my heart ill always love you so, God broke my heart the day you went away, I constantly ask myself why couldn’t you stay? I visit your special bed the tears will flow no matter how hard I try, Sweet dreams my angel, because this is never goodbye.